Miam heart

My life full of thorns
It had hurt me
I couldn’t react to it
I bowed my head for it
It gave me lot of burdens
I had to take it
Though it was so heavy
I am the person who should carry
All these on my shoulders
Coz I was only who went
And took it for myself.

There isn’t anyone to be blamed
As I feel ashamed
Still I am on this earth
With a heavy heart
Waiting for a shoulder to cry on
To let my feelings down
But no one in this world
Who understands me?
They think that I am wrong
But when they blame
I feel the beats that
I gave me to my love
That makes me feel rejected
I cannot get myself protected
Under this evil thinking
I had to share everything near
To my fear, I had to shower my tear

Still no hope in me
Dreaming for a new person
Who beholds everything?
Light my life with love
Enlightens with dreams
Will that day come?

My lover who beholds me tight
Until my last breath
I want his shoulders to cry on
I am becoming a maudlin
That was the blame by others
Nevertheless, I do not feel the same
Measure of love to life;
I have a pessimistic nature to my doings
I predicted that the ingrate
Who disturbed me?
Will lead a joyful life